Beck's Poetry
M - More than meets the eye
E - Even I surprise me some days
N - Never not fighting the fight
T - These demons are unseen
A - And the struggle is real
L - Living with invisible disabilities
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I - I love me and I hate me
L - Longing to be normal again
L - Life is supposed to be what you make of it
N - Not what it makes of you
E - Every day is a new start
S - Some will be good
S - Some will be bad
D - Demons chase me
E - Even as I sleep
P - Peace will never be mine
R - Resting isn't an option
E - Especially if I want to live
S - Seeking a good day
S - Surrounded by bad days
I - I could really use some respite
O - Or I may just lose my mind
N - Never gets any easier
P - Protests galore
R - Riling up the crowds
E - Emotions running high
S - Some threatening to emigrate
I - Ideas that people doubt will work
D - Doubling back on initial promises
E - Entering into the White House
N - Next term looks unlikely
T - Trying to revive a nation
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T - Torment is faced and given
R - Right from the start
U - Unrelenting determination
M - Many fail to see that he is just a front man
P - Protecting the policy makers behind
B - Brave is she who trusts
U - Until proven otherwise
R - Restrictions aren't needed
N - Never the way to go
I - Issues should always be faced
N - No matter what
G - Got nothing to hide from
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B - Be truthful
R - Reprocussions won't exist
I - It really is the best policy
D - Don't skip important details
G - Giving incomplete details gets the wrong results
E - Especially when you hand over control to another
S - Sometimes, trust can never be replaced
A - A lot of talking
S - Sitting in a chair
T - Taking dummy inhalers
H - Hoping for better drugs
M - More antihistamines, too
A - Allegy tests are a must
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R - Reluctantly accepting
E - Everything else is futile
V - Vowing "Never again"
I - I don't know why I bother
E - Each visit is just the same
W - When do I do this again?
F - Figuring that they are wrong
I - Insisting on the right information
G - Getting nowhere
T - Too stubborn to die
I - Increasingly resigned
N - Never giving up
G - Got to figure something out
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T - Trying pretty much anything
H - Hoping for the best
E - Expecting nothing
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F - Finding out facts
I - Information grudgingly shared
G - Going round and round
H - Hope fading fast
T - Trying to trust a system that wants me dead
T - Terror in my mind
O - Often keeps me awake
R - Running through the "What if's
N - Not knowing until morning
A - Attempting to find the latest warning
D - Desperation clouds the mind
O - Only to find nothing
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W - Wishing for word
A - Accepting that it won't come
R - Resigned to the long wait
N - Napping intermittently
I - I don't want to miss the message
N - Nerves on edge
G - Give us a break
S - Soon, I'll do it all over again
