Beck's Poetry
Finding Daddy
Daddy, I tried
So hard to hide
I even lied
Turned my back on you
I knew the danger you were in
Thought I could win
My whole world in a spin
The questions and answers I need
Grow in my mind like a seed
There was no warning to heed
Warning was something we shouldn't need
I turned away
Hoping you'd be able to stay
Laying in my bed late at night
I cease my fight
For there we can be together all night
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Know that much is out of control
My whole life's on hold
Nights spent dreaming of you
Days trying to figure what to do
Walking the fine line
Between this life and the next
Not strong enough to stay
Too strong to pay
Trust your heart
Everything there is true
Know your mind
You were right about me and you
Do You Still Miss Me, Daddy?
Oh, Daddy, what can I say?
There were times when we were happy and gay
And people who wanted you to pay
Lying in your arms made the world fade away
I'd give anything to be back there again
Even living through all the pain
But there is nothing we can gain
So I'll walk through the rain
Remembering the times we shared
Many wondered how we dared
You made your move
I fell into the groove
Daddy, did you think me evil
To try to break you
I'd never have asked
More than you were willing to give
I could never live
Knowing the heartache that would cause
Daddy
Daddy, please know there can be no you and I
Please think about that before you lie
You risk a lot, the price may be to great
Yet all you want is a date
Times have moved on
And people have changed
Sometimes, one small act
Can have such a big impact
Is the price really something you want to pay
Standing by my grave one day
Life can never be the same
I'll never live with the pain
Ending my marriage leaves you nothing to gain
I can never be the same although I might look it
Please think things through, Daddy
For there's lots I can no longer do
The scars still remain - some old and some new
A lot of water has passed through
I'll never be the girl you once knew
Though you taught me a lot
I can never give something I haven't got
Daddy, Why did you go away? was written at a time when I was trying to relocate Daddy having had heard some pretty nasty rumors that I know to be false.
I Am The Voice Of The Mistress
I am the voice of the Mistress
The one your mommy warned you about
Before you judge and hate me,
Take a look deeper
Firstly, the mistress didn't come to be on her own
Maybe some of the fault is also your own?
Secondly, tis better than a life alone
So please think before you condone
Put yourself in my shoes for a while
Imagine being lost and alone
Nowhere to turn, nowhere to go
Think of me as I think of you
I know I do wrong
That he has a family and you
Know that I do think it through
And the hardest step I ever made
Was to tell him we are through.